what was to be my 27th day

today was 27, a sunday. i woke up late (7am). dogs for a walk...thought we were going to the north shore, so delayed my bikram until the evening. no north shore, due to fiance's father not feeling ill. only cleaned. i took him to church, dropped him off, picked him up. went to bikram at 7pm. it was closed. no class!  i was so pissed. i misread the schedule. i wanted to be mad at everyone.. the yoga studio, anthony (begging me to take the day off, the secret it happened). but i knew i could only be mad at myself.   should i be hard on myself for falling off the wagon with only four days left?..maybe i could do it at home.... unbelievable. i decided instead to buy dinner and ice cream, give at a time i was angry.