almost halfway

days 13 and 14.  it's easier to do yoga in the morning, knowing i have the day still ahead of me.  but as i near day 15 today, i wonder why am i sticking to it? still no changes in weight.  it has been one thing i have been religious about, carving the necessary time to go, even if i can't carve out 5 minutes for meditation daily.  i am counting down the days until i am done. i hate to be so negative about this.  but can 30 days really change you? i still have soreness in my back, when i have troublesome patients or soreness in stretching in my legs.  people have claimed this experience is life altering, yet to see for me. i cannot connect with this fascination for bikram, and ironically i enjoy yoga as a whole. but bikram yuck!